You will change while the love is getting stronger..

I'm glad to tell that I married on August 6th, 2022!!

I’m so blessed.

I knew my husband is a man who was prepared by God for me.

I’m loved.

He knew how to be a gentleman. I was thinking I want to have a husband like my father loves me, and I get it more more from him.

I treat myself and my family well.

I was afraid to spend my money, even to buy what I need. I prefer to hold in my account and don’t buy it even I need and I can buy it.

I’m learning how to be responsible in running the household, how to dish out healthy meals for our dinner..

from him, I learn to value myself and my new family.

I thought I will be strong enough with him because I faced it while we’re dating.

The signal went unstable for 5 days.

Then, a busy week came..

he wanted to end the video call.

I was about to get angry.. but I tried to keep it because he said he was very tired.

The anger was there, I couldn’t explode it. Then, I cried.

I didn’t know why.

I even didn’t understand myself.

patience didn’t come first, I cried easily.

the next day…

I’m always thinking of him.

The spark in text with a lot of emojis and stickers.

patiently waiting for the text after office hour.

Hasty in answering the call.

Those are common things in dating, but these are what happens even more in my marriage.

I cannot handle my mood swing.

I told him about this..

he responded (As always) with his unbelievable reply.

“We both need each other at that time, babe. But, we’re tired and exhaused. I’m sorry”

-The Crown -

👸We need to make this marriage work.What would make it easier on you?To be in .. not out.What will it take?

🤴You’re asking my price?

👸No, I’m asking, what it will take.

I realized….

that’s why, I want his attention more and he always texts me with a lot of effort to express himself when even a minute video call won’t work that day.

It’s not about I don’t understand myself.

sometime love can be selfish because you want be prioritized.

the thing that should be understood is how much the love we have is getting bigger and stronger.

remember,

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”

‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭13‬:‭4‬-‭7‬ ‭NIV‬‬

The marriage is ours.

One become two.

And it should be last forever.

love never fails.

“And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.”

‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭13‬:‭13‬ ‭NIV‬‬

(Our wedding verse)

you have to know what it will take, so, you both can work your marriage.