A Little Faith

Today was my Saturday night in the church after I didn't come for years... (lebay).

The topic is GREED.

-> intense and selfish desire for something, especially wealthy, power, or food.

When you are not grateful with what you have and you want other thing even it is not yours, you are greed. Well, this is one of human nature which you never be enough with yourself, for example, people who work in the government organization want to have more than one position, a son want this brother inheritance while their father had divide it fairly (Luke 15).

As I listened, I was thinking about myself and I shared my horrific theft with them.

I wasn't feel not enough with what I have, but I felt grateful with I had. I didn't buy new phone which my old phone couldn't give a great performance due to have small memory and slow down my work, new pencil while the old one was broken, or maybe new watch, it was because I already have those things. Well, yes.. it is a desire. However, at that time, those things should be in my inquiry list. I remembered God said to love ourselves.That's why I decided to buy a new phone because I want to treat myself as my hard work for a year in my company and show that I love myself since I was spending money carefully. Then, God let it taken away from my own hand by other person. (fyi, I just bought a new phone 3 days before the incident). The story was too long if I write it down here, in short, someone took my bag when I about to go to work at 5am. Not only my 3 days phone, but also my saving in ATM. I saved it for my next trip, my ielts test, and just a saving in case I have an emergency. I thought, "why did God take them away when I start to open my heart to love myself?"

first respond:

If you lost something, it is not always the meaning of the things you lost, but "what you have to learn in this situation"

Maybe you don't know what God want you to learn right now, but soon you'll know. Be grateful with that experience.

Second respond:

hmmm.... I think..... God want to tell you that

He has been missing you, kak.

JLEB.

it is like a shoot gun to my forehead.

While I heard some worship songs on my way to the church, there was like someone spoke to me..

"hey, a little faith"

.. now I know the reason why I heard those words,

I have no peace in prayer, so I can't pray in faith.

I talked about what I want, how I grateful with my family and my new day, how a nice sleep last night, but I didn't hear what He is willing to say. every day is a fear.

... I know why I lost all of my asset that I saved during my work.

I am too sleepy to focus read bible before I am working and too tired after working.

Hey a little faith, Come and Make a Room Pray in Faith ENCOUNTER HIM.