Bye Monday..

dry, but yet still alive....

Hey Monday, how can you let me forget what I felt last weekend?

Hey Monday, why can you not give me my morning smile until the rest of my days?

few days ago....

"Aya, have you thought that you want to disappear?"

".. no .. if you want, you can sleep tough."

"it is different. if you disappear, you won't have any problem like you have now. not even think about it"

YES, I NEED TO DISAPPEAR NOW. TODAY. THIS SECOND.

it doesn't mean I don't want any problem in my whole life.

I just don't want to make any trouble.

it feel so hard for me to take care the situation and remember what should I do next while I think everything is smoothly done.

well, thank God, the night is becoming my part..

bye, Monday..

Hope tomorrow will be a better day.