Your Feeling is Created Your World
- striesly
- May 31, 2018
- 2 min read

Have you heard about "the world is small" when you always meet same people in many times? Did you believe this statement or is it just a myth for you ?
I was one of the group people who believe this statement. I am an introvert person which gets the energy by shut my bedroom's door, listen to music, and go to sleep. When I wake up, my mood will boost. How easy to build up my mood. At the first place, I am okay if I don't have many friends. It doesn't mean I an anti-social. I always spend time with the same groups or just with my small family. A private relationship is interesting. I love people can have deep talk with me, it means they trust me. I remember how the fellowship made me be a meaningful girl, hear someone's story, support her with prayer, and somehow I can keep smiling to meet people. I feel whole as a human being at that moment in a small world.
did I say "I feel"?
So, is it just my perspective about my world?
I realized when I get older, my time with my not-so-many friends is less. I am busier with my own business than before. I have more responsibilities to be a mature person or a better person every day. reaching some goals or maybe just let my life go with the flow. I am not expert again to boost my mood. A social-matter is important.
Then, I thought my world become smaller. I feel lonely in a big world.
Sorry, did I say "I feel" again?
So, is it just my perspective about my world?
I do not want become whole because of somebody, people will go anytime.
I do not want to be lonely in my life because I cannot ignore that I will always get older and older in every second.
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